Sunday, August 10, 2014

My Grandmother passed away.. #AlFatihah


Hello everyone!

First of all I want to apologize to all my friends and readers because lately I was not really in a good mood and condition to stay updated. I just want to share another sad news form my family and I for this Syawal 2014. My grandmother [Opah] passed away on Wednesday [6 August 2014] , 10 Syawal 1435H at Hospital Sg. Buloh. Doctor confirm that my grandmother passed away because disfunctional brain. I'm so sad yet I have to control my emotion and feeling. 

As you all know the my mother has been passed away last year on 1 September 2013, 25 Syawal 1434H. My Opah is a mother to my Ibu. I not really good in expressing my feeling especially when it come to this situation. Well, what I have to say that I have to be strong and keep praying for the best for my Ibu and Opah. Allah lebih sayangkan mereka. I wish and pray the best for them and may Syurga are open for them.. Amin!

to all my Muslim friends and readers.. Sedekahkan Al-Fatihah buat Arwah Ibu dan Opah saya ye!
Now I only have My Ayah, My one and only Hero and Hope! I wish My Ayah will stay healthy and strong day after day and all time long. Amin! My family faced so many "test" and challenges these past year. I hope Allah will help us to keep strong and stay bonding together until the end. "Allah tidak akan memberi ujian kepada hamba-Nya jika hamba-Nya tidak mampu menanganinya" I always hold to this words! May Allah bless us all!

My last picture and memory with my Opah before she passed away
This is on the 1st of Syawal 1435H, 28 July 2014. She seem okay but deep inside she hold her pain to makesure our family can still stay happy with no worries. on the 3rd of Syawal she even keep apologize to me and my siblings despite that she never do anything wrong to us and she even give me Duit Raya. My Opah was admitted to hospital on 2 August 2014, 6 Syawal 1435H [Sunday]. That day I suppost to go back to Kuantan for my intership but I have to stay. the last few weeks my life so unstable and my mind so serabut. I was back to Kuantan on Monday and I got a news from my family that My Opah already done 2 Operation because the brain keep bleeding. My heart start feel uneasy and my head starts to think various assumption. and on Wednesday evening I got the news that My Opah's brain no longer funtioning and Doctor have to stop the machine that support my Opah as agreed by all family. Hurmmm..dah nak start nangis if I keep recall the moment. Now, we have done 3 night of Tahlil and I hope Opah will be together with orang-orang yang beriman. Doakan yang terbaik untuk Opah pika..I Love You Opah ! 

Another throwback! A picture that I found on my old blogpost from 2012.
Sedekahkan Al-Fatihah buat Ibu ku tercinta dan Opah ku tersayang! 


May Allah bless you all! AMIN...

*** Another announcement I want to  make that, All blogpost and reviews will be HOLD and POSTPONE for another week due to my unstable condition and I have to show some respect to situation. where I will also STOP any Media Social post for a moment. I hope you can understand my condition. You know what, I have soo many things to share with you guys but I sincerely have to HOLD that for a moment and I hope you can understand my situation. Don't worry, I will be back soon. I just need some time. Thank you for understanding! -xoxo- ***

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