hello everyone, how are you doing?
Me?? NOT FINE! Totally feeling down and depressed !
I lost my phone again, this time not my careless mistake but totally been stole by someone!!
can you imagine that you lost your phone while you are in the middle of doing something important. All important contacts numbers are saved in there and suddently gone??!!! I'm totally freak out that time..
So, this is what basically how the situation happen. Warning! totally a long story with every details.
-ignore my grammar mistake-
On 19 June 2014, I was at my University to prepare for my presentation. The presentation were held on the Bilik Gerakan, Block B, Fakulti Pengurusan Ladang dan Agroteknologi, UiTM Jasin, Melaka. The subject at that time was AGR499. Honestly, This code was my repeat paper code that I have to take again since my last semester performance was bad. I have to admit that I'm not a very clever student who always scores A's in their subject. I'm just a normal human being that still in a learning process and have a long long journey to go. So, I was with a few of my friends that in the same batch with me who also repeat the paper and the rest are juniors. I was in group of ten to present out paper work and I was one of the speaker that time. Before the presentation starts, of course I was belek-belek and scroll my handphone, actually I was in the middle to upload a picture to Instagram. but suddenly, lecturer called our group to starts our presentation. As the speaker that time I feel it is inappropriate for me to present while holding my handphone on my hand so I ask my friend, YY to look out and care for my handphone for a moment. I gave the phone hand by hand to her. My friend,YY also in the same group with me on the presentation it just that she not speaker lahhh.. So I put trust on her. And I assume everything was safe and my phone are with her, YY.
I was not think about my phone during that time because I was focusing on the presentation and the lecturer comment about our paper work. Well I feel nervous of course together along with others speaker on the group which is my juniors. So, after the presentation are done and settle I was about to reach my friend, YY and ask if my phone are with her. So, I go for Solat Zohor at that moment and my friend contacting my other friend, ZZ who are with me at that time and saying that my phone are not with her, YY. I was shock and rush to the presentation room again. At the moment I arrive to the presentation room I try to call my number using my friend phone and I was even more shock when the operator says "Sorry, Please try latter" !! You know what it means right. It means that my phone were switch off and totally in offline mode!! OMG!!! My eyes starts to "produce" a tears. The tears are then slowly fall of to my check and my eyes turn red. As I try my best to find the handphone on the room, and the phone was not there. A few juniors who were the last group that present on that day aslo help me to find the search around the room area. I have to skip the class [subject AGR524] at that hour because I can't enter to the class with my eye in red of crying and my brain are suddenly stop working. I was totally freak out!
As I reach my rental house I still can't believe thats how was my last moment of me with my handphone. SOOO SADD! I cry and cry and cry until my head hurt I cannot think straight and proper. Everything comes in one. I was try my best to track my handphone using my laptop but since the handphone was on offline mode so it is hard for me to track down. My head hurts sooo damn much at that time. I don't know what to do. You know the feeling when you crying so hard and your head start to "vibrating". Thats how I feel at that moment.
So, at the evening, my friend, YY come to my rental house and explain what is really happen at that time. She says that " At first moment, she want to put my phone and hers on the packet but since it is too heavy, So she decide to put the phone on the table infront us during the presentation together with her phone as well. She also was focusing for the presentation. As when the presentation are done, she only saw her phone on the table and mine already gone." She suspect that the phone were missing during the presentation. since we present in a small hall room, where others groups are waiting for their turns. Well, a lot of eyes were watching what we up to and the thief hand are get ready to grab the chance when to take my handphone. The most weird thing is the thief are only aim for my phone because my friend's handphone, YY are still on the table.
I cannot think straight that time, as my roommate arrive, she says why not you just make a police report. it is important to protect out properties and belongings. As I think it is also a good way to do rather than cry. I go to Police station at Jasin, Melaka. Together with my friends including YY because she also involve in this situation. As I reach at the police station, I make a report and tell everything that happen step by step to the Police Officer. Great that she is nice and easy to cooperate with. First of all, people may think that it is funny to make a police report about a lost of phone but this is actually a serious problem. The Inspector said it to me. This will make things even worst if you do not make any report. Alhamdulillah. Settle with the police report and everything. I already gave them the IMEI Serial Number for my phone to be track down. As I think that it is a good way to do. Inshaallah, Kita berusaha dan ikhtiar.
My police report prove !!
The next day, 20 June 2014 I was still in a daze plus I have two test that day [different subjects]. First test was in the morning [apa aku jawab pun tak tahu lahh] and second was at the evening. The evening test was the subject AGR499. As I think that I should called my lecturer that teach that subject to ask a help from her to makesure that all people that involve on the presentation that day to gather after the test are done. After the test done [apa aku jawab pun tak pasti lahh..hurmmm] Alhamdulillah, Madam kept her promise to gather all students that involve for the presentation that day. As I speak and annouce to them that my phone were missing, people are starts wondering and make that issue as a simple things. GOSHHH! you know how frustrated I was that time. HURMMM..SEDIHH.. I even show the prove of the police report I made yesterday. As I hope the thief can personally come forward or see me face-to-face also fine for me but unfortunately NON! HURMMM..They just cannot think what will happen to them if police can track and trace my phone, the thief can be jailed or even worst the thief can be dismiss from the University. So, I hope the thief can come forward and return my phone so I can cancel my report. I also think the best for both sides. I don't like to cause trouble to anyone, but the thief do not come forward. What can I do, I tried my best already. Now I just have to wait for the police to call/contact me and tell the results of their investigation. I hope everything are doing well. I hope the police officer and Inspector can do their job properly to against this thief.
For now, I don't suspect anyone. This is my big mistake which I can easily trust everyone around me. People can easily fooled me around. HURMMM..Yelahh..Kita percaya dekat kawan kita tak sangka pulak jadi macam ni...I don't aspect this kind of thing will happen. This is a big lesson for me. I have to be more careful next time. Peribahasa: Malang tak berbau atau Nasi sudah menjadi bubur apa boleh buat kan... I have to makesure that I can take a good care of my personal belongings and do not put a 100% trusts to anyone, never never never!! doesn't matter that he/she is your friends or not because nowadays we cannot easily trust anyone. I really take this as a serious mistake.
I'm truly deeply in DOWN and DEPRESSED mood right now!
Some people might says and think that this is just a small matter but it is a totally Big Matter for me. The handphone might not so canggih like yours lahh. Mine was only SAMSUNG NOTE III in White Rose Gold je.. I purchased this handphone at SAMSUNG Store, One Utama last February 2014 as a present from My dad to me. Tak sampai setahun pun lagi handphone tu, Warranty still available lagi. HURMMMM..The phone is very meaningful to me!! I kept a lot of important works as a blogger in there the picture of product that I need to review and what so ever important stuff in it. I also afraid that my picture can be misused by some people that not responsible. Just imagine that your were in my shoes right nowww!!!
I miss my phone already!!
A letter to the THIEF
I never think that you are willing to do this ugly and bad things. You know that this is WRONG but why you do it??? WHY??? Are you that desperate?? Have you ever think about your future and family especially your parents. What will your parents reaction if they know that their children end up become a thief?? You study hard to reach until this degree level but you act like a "Sampah Masyarakat" attitude. What have you done is totally UNFORGIVABLE ! You make your family feel ashamed with you plus the Final Examination just around the corner, you not even worried that it will affect you studies and life??? However, I wish best of luck for you. Saya TAK HALAL kan barang yang kamu curi. It is totally HARAM once you stole and used it, remember your step to Neraka/HELL are closer. Remember that you have to meet me at the Padang Masyar sebab nak return my phone at that time memang useless lahh. I'm not saying that I'm a good person myself I also make mistake but I really hate THIEF !! HURMMMMM... I hope Allah will open your heart to change you to be a better person. But just saying that Saya TAK TIDAK AKAN HALAL kan apa yang kamu curi tu !!! But I still giving you a chance to return my phone and personally ask for forgiveness to me. I'll consider that.
My head and heart HURT badly!
Kepala Runsing sangat.. It is 4.20am in the morning, I can't get proper still because I keep thinking of this problem..But I think I deserved some rest as well. So I will stop till here, if there is any updates about my phone I will share with you soon..I hope it is a great news instead of negative news..
Please PRAY the best for me..
As you pray for me, I also will pray for you to Allah/God to repay you more!
Usaha . Ikhtiar . Redha