Thursday, November 28, 2013

I miss Her #AlFatihah

Assalammualaikum...



I miss My One and Only Ibu..
I cry everynight (silently without my roomate notice it) because I miss My Mom so badly!! Its been 2 month and half my mom left me and my family..I still have to standing still and keep praying for her every single day..I know I may be not a good daughter to her but I still sad that I cannot repay her with any of my successful work..I din't managed to show her what I can be in future.. I can't show her how is my future husband looks like and my kids in future.she always wanting to see her children happy..


Pluss now I start having problems..problem with my study life most of it..sometime I feel like I want to give up!! I just cannot follow it anymore ..plus I don't like the environment of my study life now..somehow or rather I guess this is 'ujian' for me that Allah gives..I must faced it..I cry cry cry..people always see my happy and full of joyful side but I never reveal my sad and sorrow side because I want to keep clam and stay positive..I wish I managed to handle everything..InShaaAllah..


Now I don't know to whom I want to share my problems..to whom I can trust..I cry and cry and cry .....
May Allah always keep me strong and brave to faced with anything in future..



Dalam pada orang selalu mengata & mengejek saya, Ibu la yang selalu back up sy
Dalam pada orang selalu bersangka buruk tentang saya, Ibu selalu mempertahankan saya
Dalam saya selalu ada masalah, Ibu selalu jadi pendengar & pemberi nasihat yang baik
Dalam masa saya hampir give up untuk teruskan belajar, Ibu terus beri kata-kata semangat untuk saya
Ibu selalu sokong saya dalam apa pun saya buat..dia tahu apa yang saya minat..
Dalam pada dia tengah sakit sekali pun, dia jugak la yang jaga saya waktu sakit..


Saya??
 belum sempat nak balas jasa ibu saya T__T
NANGIS~~










Paridah Binti Bee
25 May 1957 - 1 September 2013
Al-Fatihah~








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7 comments:

  1. mengadulah pada Allah... mintalah kekuatan dalam sujud... insyaAllah...

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  2. :'( Stay strong dear. Al-Fatihah.

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  3. Assalamualaikum, dear.. hope you'll be strong enough to cope yourself in future.. Be happy always and don't be sad.. coz if you sad i'm sure your ibu will be sad.. You know that she really wants her children to be happy.. Be strong and think that everything you do is for Allah S.W.T and for your ibu.. no matter how far she is, she will always looking at you from up above.. Semoga arwah ibu syafiqah ditempatkan bersama org yg beriman..Amin..

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  4. Be strong pikah..
    Sedekah doa banyak2 utk ibu yea..

    Alfatihah~

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  5. selalu nampak pika tulis pasal rindu ibu (mostly kat instagram). i wish i can help more, but i'm sorry for not being able to. Pika kuat, I know you're able to do this okay :') ibu dah kat sana, dia mesti nak Pika berjaya and happy even though she can't be here for you. Trust me she's in a better place, and she's always monitoring you from there. Pika mesti buktikan yang no matter how hard the world hits on you, you're still standing tall and successful.

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  6. semoga syafiqah tabah dan redha dengan pemergian ibu, berdoalah semoga stafiqah akan bertemu semula dengan ibu di syurga nanti..insyaAllah....ikhlas dari yang merasakan pemergian ibu december lalu.

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  7. semoga syafiqah tabah dan redha dengan pemergian ibu, berdoalah semoga stafiqah akan bertemu semula dengan ibu di syurga nanti..insyaAllah....ikhlas dari yang merasakan pemergian ibu december lalu.

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