I miss My One and Only Ibu..
I cry everynight (silently without my roomate notice it) because I miss My Mom so badly!! Its been 2 month and half my mom left me and my family..I still have to standing still and keep praying for her every single day..I know I may be not a good daughter to her but I still sad that I cannot repay her with any of my successful work..I din't managed to show her what I can be in future.. I can't show her how is my future husband looks like and my kids in future.she always wanting to see her children happy..
Pluss now I start having problems..problem with my study life most of it..sometime I feel like I want to give up!! I just cannot follow it anymore ..plus I don't like the environment of my study life now..somehow or rather I guess this is 'ujian' for me that Allah gives..I must faced it..I cry cry cry..people always see my happy and full of joyful side but I never reveal my sad and sorrow side because I want to keep clam and stay positive..I wish I managed to handle everything..InShaaAllah..
Now I don't know to whom I want to share my problems..to whom I can trust..I cry and cry and cry .....
May Allah always keep me strong and brave to faced with anything in future..
Dalam pada orang selalu mengata & mengejek saya, Ibu la yang selalu back up sy
Dalam pada orang selalu bersangka buruk tentang saya, Ibu selalu mempertahankan saya
Dalam saya selalu ada masalah, Ibu selalu jadi pendengar & pemberi nasihat yang baik
Dalam masa saya hampir give up untuk teruskan belajar, Ibu terus beri kata-kata semangat untuk saya
Ibu selalu sokong saya dalam apa pun saya buat..dia tahu apa yang saya minat..
Dalam pada dia tengah sakit sekali pun, dia jugak la yang jaga saya waktu sakit..
belum sempat nak balas jasa ibu saya T__T
Paridah Binti Bee
25 May 1957 - 1 September 2013
Thank you for reading this ^_^